EmmaBean

What happened to the "good" people? I feel like I'm replaceable in a city of people who just don't care. I want to feel appreciated again. I guess I am just lonely. That is all.

i haven't slept at allllllll the past few nights until last night i don't know how i'm conscious right now- i'm literally falling asleep haha vacation lasts for another month & i don't even know if i have a job till february 'cause the studio is moving, so i have to go find another one asap. i also have to finish all my college apps & decide what to put in my portfolio for aib, which shouldn't be a big deal since the guy at portfolio day was all up in my buisness haha that's all for now. i'll probably write another random one of these in another 6 months =p

no homework & rain. sooooo bad. i'm pretty sure that the groundhog is supposed to say four more WEEKS of winter, not four more months. all i want is summer, and dresses, and no shoes, and martha's vineyard, and staying outside all day, and having nothing to do but drive places hours away or have jedi battles on trampolines. countdown to summer: about three and a half months. countdown to surgery: about four months. countdown to being 18: about 8 months. bring it on.